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    April 30

    pray

     sometimes it is hard to love, because i think they don't worth me to do it,
    in fact, i am such a sinner and not worth to have the love that eveyone,and God gave,give, and  gaving to me
     
    edi, my friend in cardiff, send me this web and i think i know who jeason ma is from GoodTV
    jeason is such a guy have passion in God,
    and there is an other girl, i know she once believe in Christ and then after married she turn to Buddha,
    hard to say who is the victim,
    but because when i was still live in sin(now, i am, still), but the one has the power to throw me to hell saved me, and love me,
    i try to love people as much as i can
    but finally i still love myself most
    what a pity
     
     
     
    April 26

    栋笃笑

     
    最近心里乱乱下,就看栋笃神探,第二次了,感觉却差别很多
    这种电视剧,居然。。唉
    然后开始看栋笃笑
    然后开始喜欢黄子华
    然后 开始想如何像vivian一样知道自己在想什么
     
     
     
    注:爱生活,爱地球,少生孩子,多种树
    April 19

    oh

    当你在穿山越岭的另一边
    我在孤独的路上没有尽头
     
    The more I see the less I know 
    The more I like to let it go 
    The more I see the less I know 
    The more I like to let it go 
     
     
    当你在穿山越领的另一边,我在孤独的路上没有尽头
    时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸,却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息
     
    没有尽头
    April 10

    转自小刚的space

     
    小刚是我好兄弟
    主要是他英文太好
    向我就不敢写这么长
    但是我敢转,我就把他的东西转过来了
    其实西藏人民很无辜的
    本来就没几个人,还遇到这么一个 “活佛”
    然后再遇上一群瞎起哄的白人
    还有一个名声不太好的政府
    传说真的造孽啊
     
     
     
     
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    4月10日

    给美国朋友的一封关于西藏问题的信

    这几天几乎我的每个美国朋友都在问我西藏问题,且我下周的一个presentation也是关于中国的,
    今天又是奥运圣火在旧金山传递的日子,西藏,奥运,人权成为美国人“关注”中国的第一要任,
    我不在伦敦,巴黎,多伦多,旧金山上学,我不能想那里的那些中国留学生一样走上街头为国家呐喊,
    说心里话我很想成为他们中的一员,我能做的就是向我身边的美国朋友传递一个真实的信息,
    这个不平凡的三月和四月,每一个身在海外的华人和留学生代表的都不仅仅是自己而是背后的国家,
    用我们的微薄之力影响身边的每个外国人,至少我知道,我努力了,我会并且一直会把中国最好的一面展现给我的美国朋友。
     
    附带一封今天回复美国朋友关于西藏的信,隐去相关人的姓名...
     
    Dear B. and S.,
    I do appreciate your concerns about China and Chinese people.
    And I beleive Dr. Chen can explain his opinion based on the objective points and views.
     
    I do not deny that, even today, the human right in China is not as good as that in the United States.
    However, as what I said during our last talk in your house, China is a nation of 1.3 billion people, and most of these prople are still not rich. No matter what the "communist" government did, we have to be at least proud of them feeding the whole 1.3 billion population and making most of the Chinese people living in a Whole Nation. I do not believe any other Werstern Countries' Leaders can acheive this goals as Chinese  Government does.
     
    I would love to share my opinions with you about what happened in Tibet last month.
    First of all, I was shocked by the pictures shown on TV of most American Media such as MSNBC,CNN, Fox, then I felt confused and a little bit angry about those media. Since they are not telling the truth to the generous and kind american audiences.
    Most of the western media used fake pictures when brodcasting the Tibet issues happened last month, in their opinion, all Chinese soldiers and cops are jerks. But from the sources I got, those soldiers did not even fire a shot on March 14. There is a website established by volunteers, most of them are overseas students. The website address is www.anti-cnn.com, you can find how CNN lied to American people. The only source American got about Tibet is from your media, what happenes if your media was lying? In my opinion, CNN as well as most western media betraied their professional value as independence and objectives about Tibet this time. There is a new phrase in China these days "You should not be too CNN" which means " you should not be lying to us". Check the website I provided, you will understand.
     
    China is a nation with different minorities and ethnics. And Tibet has been part of China for thousands of years.
    Do you know how many Han Chinese died in order to build the roads and railway helping Tibetan's development? Tibet used to be a slavery society, Dalai Lama used to be the king in Tibet, do you know he used to ask two hum39_41520_c31e3e3b705addaan Skins for his every birthday in 1940s? And do you know what he said and showed his great respects to Chairman Mao and Communist Party in the 1950s? And then he betrayed his motherland, he betrayed his people. These years, he lived in a luxury life in India and Western countries, and did nothing to help the Tibetan to develop Tibet. He is the one want Tibet to go back to a slavery society that he can be the king again. I do not want to judge Dalai Lama, but I do know, as the citizen of China, he should never betray his own motherland.
     
    I can tell you this time almost 90% of Chinese suport our government to use military forces to crash the violence in Tibet. But our government did not even kill one Tibetan mob. What will American cops do if there are mobs burning cars, beating other civilians and crashing banks and shops in Tennessee?
     
    Anyway, we Chinese should not deny the less human right in China, but we do expect and appreciate the objective judgment of China.
    America respects diversity, please give a little bit respect to Chinese Government. The world can not always be running in the same rhythm. Western countries should realize that China is changing, please give us a little bit more time. US has become one of the most democracy countries after nearly 300 years history. It is only 30 years for China to become a capitalized society since the "Open Policy in 1978".
    Western countries should be more patient about China. We are not North Korea, President Hu is not Kin Chongrin, China is changing and will continue to change. Think about the better ways, Olimpic Game is a better way for western people to know more about China, about Chinese people, we Chinese cherish this opportuny, and we really welcome our truly friend as you and S. to be the friendly bridge between China and US, and let your American friends know that we are not threat to the world, Chinese people are not jerks and our government is not devil.
     
    Look at last 100-150 years Chinese history, We were baited by several other nations. We lost many parts of China such as Hongkong, Macao, Taiwan, Mongolia, even my hometown Dalian. We Chinese should not let this happen again, we love our nation as you do love America, we do not want to be Yugoslavia, and I believe every Chinese will try everything to defend our nation from separating into parts again. We Chinese really want a reunited family.
     
    Thanks again for let us know about your concerns.
    I do appreciate the talks between us.
     
    Looking forward to seeing you again.
     
    Sincerely yours,
    John 


    From: XXXXX@charter.net
    To: XXXXX@mail.etsu.edu; XXXXXX@hotmail.com
    Subject: China Protests
    Date: Wed, 9 Apr 2008 12:05:00 -0400

    XXXXX, and XXXXX 

    I read with interest your comments in the Johnson City Press today on the current strife over the 2008 torch run.  I believe now would be a great time to lead a discussion at ETSU on the unrest in Tibet and the sensitive position China is in when dealing with this problem. 

     

    There are many local community members who would be interested in hearing your views and your take on the difficulty of dealing with the many different groups living within China today. 

     

    Most Americans tend to think of China as one population of Asian people.  On our visit to China, we learned that there are many geographic populations that the central government is working to unite in many ways. 

     

    Please take this opportunity to explain the intricacies of the country.  This may help us understand the actions that we see reported in our press.  We may not be so quick to judge the Chinese rulers if we understand better.

     

    Nice to hear from you.

     

    April 06

    how to face the facts?

    最近在做一个project,

    关于千年计划 poverty这一部分的

    很伤心

    因为这些数字实在让我难过

    我忽然觉得中国现状虽然不好

    面朝黄土背朝天的,供应城市物质需要的那些人依然穷困潦倒

    社会问题更是uncountable

    但是饿死人的事情已经很少很少了

    想不到现在三秒多就有一个人饿死

    一年有六百万孩子五岁前就死了

    每天有八百万人饿着入眠

    尚且不一一列出与贫困有关的各项数据

    太难过了,我在想世界是怎么了

    我算了一下

    美国的poverty fine是世界上的extreme poverty line的29倍左右

    其实每天只要一美元就能养活一个孩子

    我是很开心现在越来越多的人加入这个活动了

    特别是今天教会的活动,

    其实到了美国才发现美国人身上泛国际主义很多

    在这种环境下长大的领导人趋于当国际警察是可以理解的

    但是我还是有些犹豫,因为我最关心的地方,我居然不敢捐

    发达国家慈善机构还好

    要是在国内

    我是很少捐钱的,应该说是不敢

    因为都跑到那些村长什么支书什么的腰包里了

    穷人还是很穷

    而且调查显示因为全球物价上涨

    穷人是越来越穷

    这个世界怎么了


    http://www.unmillenniumproject.org/documents/3-MP-PovertyFacts-E.pdf

    去看看吧

    fast facts about poverty,

    不过是英文的


    April 03

    太重了

    之前问海伦姐为什么选人类学不选社会学,她说社会学太沉重了
    本来我心理承受能力良好,觉得自己已经看得很清楚了
    现在发现永远没有所谓看清楚的一天
     
    比如以前我是相当恨嫁的人,就是潜在的结婚狂
    但是这个学期学的sociology of the family让我有了终生不嫁的念头
    尤其是食欲这么好的我
    下午在lehman边吃饭边看"domestic violence"的时候也崩溃到食不下咽的地步
    虽然后来想想书上那些关于家庭这样那样阴暗暴力的事情我没做过也有想过
    本来这样已经很累了
    晚上做作业,就是现在,被另外一个社会学老师要求去UNDP,就是联合国发展署的网站瞧瞧然后写一文章
    我跑去中国的The Human Development Index看看发现我的祖国怎么什么都是倒数啊
    不然就是中等,和亚非拉小朋友们挤在一起
    好不容易看到一个进前五十的
    居然是"People without access to an improved water source
    开始我没读懂,后来发现排第一的是埃塞俄比亚
    就知道不是什么好东西
    真郁闷,不知道还好
    有兴趣大家去看看
     
     
    昨天在天涯看了一个帖子,说婚外恋的,
    龌龊猥琐的男主角被人肉了出来,我倒要看看他怎么收场
    天涯网友们很好很强大,再次致敬